pinkyyyy

Next week exam :O

2012-02-28T22:02:00.001+08:00

Gosh! Next week is exam already /.\ how lahhh? Mod Maths itself idk what my teacher crapping /.\ GG.com
Went for badminton practice and skipped Omega today. Physic class. Haih. Kinda feels guilty for skipping class as exam is next week. K this is bad. Shall pray and ask Jesus to forgive my sin :/ it's bad to skip class I know. But if I never skip class I'll have to skip badminton AGAIN and I'm not gonna exercise for like 2 week cause exam then hols. As if my mum would wanna play badminton. All she think is VACATION -.-"

I'm kinda worn out. Sigh. If only he's here for me :')

Homeworks

2012-02-27T23:12:00.001+08:00

Sigh.
My homeworks seems like an never ending task. Everyday got homework. This one not complete yet. That one come already /.\ Annoying shit man! -.-
Next week is exam. Ugh. Worst. I still can understand a lot of subjects and here comes exam -.- then I'm in charge of IU day modern dance. Aishu said before March hols she wanna see us finish choreographing already. Buttttttt i don't even have timeeeee! D: omg. What if I suck this time and embarrass my school IU :( nooooooo! T.T and interact reports not hand in yet. OMG!!! Why is my life full of jobs! /.\
And tomorrow my physic class is still on as usual cause it's still February. But I wanna go the badminton one then if I never attend the badminton one I'll miss another practice. Next week is exam so all the CCA will be canceled ._. So I wanna gooooo! :( so hard to make decisions. :/

Save this girl! :/

Tumblr.

2012-02-26T22:54:00.003+08:00

Oh! I didn't mention bout me having a Tumblr before right? Opps :x
Yeah, I've update and change my Tumblr skin and etc.
so yeah, follow me if you got a Tumblr or maybe just visit my Tumblr :)

http://possibilitiesoflife.tumblr.com/

Do visit k :*

Heuston is still in the hospital :/ Getting jab thrice a day? Ouch :( Take care babe ♥

Saw this hot chick?

Yeah, she's my sweetheart ♥

Badminton day.

2012-02-26T16:06:00.001+08:00

Badminton with mum and Uncle Mike today. Was fun and yeah exhausting. Sort of think that my badminton skill was better. It maybe it's just my thinking lah xD

Tired. Drank red wine and whisky yesterday. And yeah I'm still sober not drunk ;) hahah! Don't underestimate my drinking skill hor! XD there were Rock n Roll band ;) yeah. It ROCKKKKK! After the rocking band it was second round inside Eight Lido, yeah I was at Eight Lido yesterday. Only guest invited were allowed ;) it was Alan's birthday too yesterday. Haha! So the second round was dancing all around inside. Its cool! Yknow like you don't know each other but music let you guys know each other.

Music makes wonder :)

Yeah so Eight Lido is cool. I guess so far Eight Lido is my favorite pub/bistro ;)

Awesomeness :)

2012-02-25T21:35:00.001+08:00

Updated and have edited our blog (me and Sureka) the blog link is available at the affiliates <-----

Awesomeness is back again! Hahaha!
Follow if you guys want lah :)

Off to Eight Lido! <3

22/2/12

2012-02-22T22:18:00.001+08:00

What's wrong with me nowadays?
Sick, down with flu. Then after dancing for not long gastric like nobody business. Wth.
K this sucks tho' I kinda wish my gastric would work up but not this pain :/ sigh.

Yeah gonna reshuffle my omega classes. So we'll see if I'm same class with any of you out there ;) hehee!

K shall do homework and rest. :)
Oh and my dear Heuston admit hospital again! T.T

步步惊心!

2012-02-22T00:36:00.001+08:00

哭够了，幻象够了也该回到现实中了。
四爷和八爷对若曦的疼爱是我最想要的。
如果我像若曦那样的无缘无故的病死了，还会有人会像四爷那样的时时刻刻都在惦记着我吗？
我的生命里，有这个人吗？

This is what happens to me if I get over emotional after watching a drama. Still crying because it's really touching.

Go watch Scarlet Heart! 步步惊心！

I love you.

2012-02-17T23:34:00.001+08:00

Out of everything else in this world, I only want to tell you I still love you. But I don't have the guts to do so :/

A Wish Upon The Star

2012-02-15T23:23:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was Valentine so I did some of my homework and let myself off for the others and ends up bunch of homeworks. K bad choice -.- not gonna do that again! EVERRR! -.-"

First time I'm actually not feeling sleepy in Biology class in school. *proud kid* HAHAHHA! Yeah homeworks. Ugh. Forget bout it. I'll just do slowly.

Remember? Slow and steady win the race ;) OH YEAHH! (Y)

This Saturday we're having Hari Keusahawanan. They ask me be mascot again this year. But the theme is social network. What mascot lah! :/ Lady Gaga mehhh -.- RARA RA-AH-AH ~~ Want cha bad romance~ HAHAHAHA! K Lol. I'm lame. Sorry xD cause I'm born this way. Cant blame me ;p

Maths, I'm beginning to not understand you. Ugh. I use to be pro in Maths but now :( I wanna be good in Maths backkkk! T_T

Shall continue my homeworks lah /.\

Happy V-day! :) ♥

2012-02-14T21:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY lovelies! ;*
This year I'm spending it alone. To be exact is spending it with Sureka :) my sweetheart! Hehee! ♥ I'm single this year unlike last year I had him by my side at least :) but yeah so this year I'm just gonna say, SINGLE RAWKS BABEHHH! ;* ♥

Cheers to all the single ladies and mens out there! I love you! Muahh! :* hahaha!

Mum got roses and I got a bunch of homeworks. Ugh. Great -.- so lazy wanna do. Can I like tell teacher that I went and celebrate Valentine till I forgot to do my homeworks xD Bet she'll skin me alone. Heh!

Yeah so, Happy Valentine peeps ♥ Oh and I wore my sport shirt terbalik today and went around CS with it. I'm cool yo! Jk! It's kinda very embarrassing /.\ Hahahah! Think about it and wonder why am I so silly ;p

Lastly, I love you babes (to everyone's actually reads my blog :) I love you :*)

Apple pie day!

2012-02-10T21:38:00.001+08:00

Oh lalaaaa~
Long time never update my blog alrdy. Lol. Paiseh. Form 4 life = overloading homeworks /.\ Tsk!
I got a new puppyyyyyy! Named it yuanyuan! :D cause very yuan xD lalaa~
K today went Pelangi to have lunch with ah moiiiii! <3 ate season. Then tapao-ed apple pie today! <3 I love my apple pie :) My dear bought it for me tho' ! I love my dear! :D ah moi! I love youuuu! K I'm not les -.-
Aiya. Upload pictures lah. Dk wanna crap what. Apparently blog is too open to spill out my secrets anymore :/ sigh.

The match

2012-02-03T23:14:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the match. I..........lost :( I'm matching with a Foon Yew girl. Yeah. So can't really blame me cause I lost right? :/ sigh. I was really very very godamn moody yesterday. Sigh. Then before my match dk which bloody asshole go steal my racquet. Luckily I brought 2 racquet with me but the other one my mum's one and I'm used to my own one. So plus the racquet problem and I don't have confident in myself. So yeah. I lost. Ugh. FML. I told Sureka that next year I'm gonna play for double. With her of course. No more single. Sigh.

Then today went to the court there again to support Sureka they all. Our junior almost won Foon Yew today. But they tried their best and we're proud of them :) but at least our other double group junior won the first round. I don't know what's their result for the second round cause I never ask yet ;p

Singapore!

2012-01-28T23:18:00.001+08:00

Went Singapore today :D I bought a sort of vintage dress. Yes dress. I'm wearing a dress. HAHAHAHAH! Its kinda cute in a way. Hahah! But it's expensive -.- I thought got offer then suddenly when need to pay time it was 39.90 SGD. and I was like wtf?!! Thanks to my mum who bought it for me :D teehee!
Oh and last night I met a new friend! Wasn't really met as in like got a new friend or so. His name was Elai Joshnail if I'm not wrong. Hahah! He's friendly! :) haha!

*i was having retarded posing. Lol

A day out with Vincent :)

2012-01-26T21:46:00.001+08:00

Went out with my papa, Vincent today :D As usual, we watched movie. Journey 2: The Mysterious Island is AWESOMEEEEE! ;D Serious! It's very very VERY nice! Then he treated me Sushi King cause he owned me xD Lalalaaa~ Was freaking full after eating. After the movie we went to the picture machine there and took pictures. Its been a long time since I last went and take picture there :') All the memories. HAHAHHAHA! Then then thennn, we went Starbucks! Oh yeah! ;) Starbucks babe! Vincent drank Java Chips Chocolate and I drank Iced Shaken Tea ;B Then went for badminton session with Sureka. Just like badminton warm up tho' :)

PAPAAAAA! :D

Camwhore-ing while waiting for Sureka :p

After badminton :)

Memories ~

Then the day before...

Take a look at my sexy back ;)

fall in love with this song :)

Lots of Love,

pinky.

2nd day of CNY

2012-01-24T22:04:00.001+08:00

It's the second day of CNY yo! ;)
The theme for today is: Green & Yellow ;)

LALALAAA~
Hahaha! Thennn, nothing lah.
Don't feel like posting stuff the ruin my mood just now. Effing pissed off. Ugh. -.- I'm still kinda pissed off right now. So, I'll just post a picture :)

Beauty does not last forever but a beautiful personalities does

Happy Chinese New Year babes :)

2012-01-23T23:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARRR!

Lalalaaa~

Got angpaossss! Sho HAPPY! Hehehee~

Okay shall stop acting like a retard. Lmao. Oh and Johan (Uncle Mike's cousin) make my picture fat using fatify. Lucky he never post on Facebook or else I GG alrdy /.\ HAHAHA! Buthen seriously damn funny! Fat like what only! Wakakakak! Siao liao siao liao. Hahhaaha! I still left 1 more bottle of Hoegaarden at Uncle Mike's house ;) Save the best for last babe! ;) Hah!

Oh and I wore my new RED Converse sneaker todayyyy! I'm lovin' it! ;D Shall post pictures again cause

One picture could represent a thousand of words :)

Behold, .........

THE RED CONVERSE SNEAKER! ;D

Happy Chinese New Year!

Loves, Pinkyyy ♥

Mummy ♥

Red Shirt! ♥

Nomnomnommm

Ginger Beer (Y)

Ini ialah papaku, Vincent Tan! HAHAHHAHA

Loves,

Happy Chinese New Year Eve peopleeee! :)

2012-01-22T23:41:00.001+08:00

Went Uncle Mike's house for reunion dinner today. Nothing much. Hahah. Well it's like I don't know anybody there then people come and ask "Er, do I know you?" then I was like er I dont think so and say I'm who who who. LOL. Epic fail. So mostly they come I just say Hi and SMILE. LOL. Yeah so nothing much. Haha!

So I'll just upload pictures lah ;p

Shopping spree & holiday begins :)

2012-01-20T22:54:00.001+08:00

Went shopping around with mum today. And oh! I wore a skirt! Hahaha! Long time never wear skirt already. Lalalalaa~ hahaha!

Then went omega and was bored so I and Cheng Moi decided to took a break and we went to toilet :) and even took pictures in toilet too! HAHAHHAHA! Epic!

Oh yeah, Sureka and me are chosen for the badminton single match which will held on the 1st of Feb ._. Don't really have much time to train tho' so this hols gonna meet up to train for a few days. Maybe? Sigh. I don't even think that I'll stand a chance to win lo. Sigh. Sad life :/ wtv lah! It's CNY!! Gotta go around and collect angpaos ;) HEHEHEEE! ;D

That's all I guess :)

Unlucky day :/

2012-01-19T23:28:00.001+08:00

I'm super unlucky today. Ugh :/
Today we're having PJ in school and teacher let us played hockey match.
Guess what!
My classmate play till over excited and hit my leg with the hockey stick. OMGEE!
I swear it hurts like shit but I was laughing like mad at them so it didn't really hurt that time.
Now it hurts like shittt! D:
And it's turning blur black -.-
I'm gonna have a blue black leg for this CNY -.-
LIKE SERIOUSLYYYY! GRRR! PFTTTTT!
Okay okay. Chillax~
Then went omega and the guard caught my piercing again. Walao! Slap you then you know ah! So mafannnn! -.-
Then nothing much alrdy.
Oh yeah. I was having headache. Eff! -.-
Wtv lah! Was camwhore-ing like mad just now xD HAHAHAHA!

Ribbon ~

I'm a messed up kid ;)

My blue black leg -____-

Do you know that I'm missing you day and night? :')

Loves, pinky ♥

I'm such a cry baby :/

2012-01-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I'm such a cry baby :/
I've cried after attempting to answer those Add Maths questions.
Its kinda stressful at times :/
Especially when my mum start talking bout all those colleges and universities and etc and even ask me to study hard to score straight A's for SPM so that I could apply for scholarship.
I'm just a brand new 16 year old kid who just started her Form 4 life not even a month!
This is how stressful I am currently. I'm still adapting to the new Form 4 life and I've already got myself a mountain of pressure :/ FML.
Seriously, life ain't that easy. Form 4 is definitely not a honeymoon year.

Form 4 is a honeymoon year? BULLSHIT!

I've updated my iPhone to iOS 5 and so its kinda like iPhone 4 now except that I don't have Siri. Heh! Not interested in Siri tho' Like I careeeee~ ~~I'm just a 16 year old fked up teen.~~ Sigh.

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Lucky to have been where I have been

Lucky to be coming home again

♥

Life sucks.

2012-01-12T23:57:00.001+08:00

LIFE SUCKS AT TIMES! /.\

LOL = Lots Of Lies. I can't take anymore lies. Please stop with all your bullshits. Tyvm :')

HOT NEWS! : 小鬼 is in JB!

2012-01-11T22:26:00.004+08:00

小鬼 Alien Huang is in JB! AHHHHHH!! :D He went KSL then Plaza Pelangi then Jusco Tebrau City :) I only followed him from KSL to Plaza Pelangi only. Hahah! :p After school, followed Sim back to her house to bathe then rush to KSL to wait for time to see Xiao Gui :D OMGEEEE! He's so goddamn handsome! Omg! I'm like so crazy about him >< Hahaha!

Took a lot of pictures today. Mostly is him of course and a few of the movie female lead. Hah! Kinda feel sad for that female lead ;p Their purpose of this trip was to advertise their new movie: 一泡而红 Already Famous :) Xiao Gui's lead in the movie named Ah Seng! HAHHAHA! Sho cuteeee! Omo! *facepalm* Shall just cut all those craps and upload some of his pictures ;P

Shuai ge + Meinv = OMGEEEE! ♥

小鬼，我爱你！♥

First day of school :)

2012-01-05T00:01:00.001+08:00

First day of school, first day as a forth former :)
We're gonna have this orientation thing going on for 2 days and were suppose to go back at 1.50. Heh!
Nothing much tho' it's the first day. I had difficulties waking up. Which is common. LOL. And yeah, I'm in the science stream. 4 science 3 :) still got smartasses around in my class so don't underestimate it eventho' it's the 3rd science class.
Gonna have to go Pelangi after school cause I'm having a 2.30 class at omega. So gonna eat and then off to omega. Yeah. That's all I guess. And oh! I dyed my hair black back. Thanks to omega -.- UGH!

Imissthosebrownhairs :')

2nd day of 2012 :)

2012-01-02T22:18:00.000+08:00

Went out with Emily, Jamie, Charissa, Celina, Heuston, Edward, Stanley, Chin Wam, Jonathan and Darryl today. Yeah including me its 11 people. Hah! And yesterday were skyping with most of them to discuss about today stuff. LOL. Ends up everything didn't went according to what we discussed. Epic fail.

So today we went to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks ;) It was fantasticccc! Serious! It's funny and well the chipmunks are so cuteeee! :D Then we went to K Box to sing. At first it was like so sien cause we choose the song already then like nobody wanna sing. Got a few song I choose already then when its my turn I took the mic they already skip my song -.- Like serious WTH!! !@#$%*() FINE! Then Emily, Jamie, Charissa and Celina practically didn't even sang anything. Jamie and Emily got sing 1 or 2 song but I can't even hear their voice when the mic is already on the loudest. Lol. I sang like shit then as usual. HAHAHHA! Proud of myself (Y) ;D

I serious wanna question people who said my voice is good, seriously, your ears got problem zittt? ._. Edward somemore ask me I go where and learn singing /.\ siao lah. Then Chin Wam said my voice was good can become singer LOOOOOL *za dao*. My papa, Vincent, said my voice quite good. LOL. Idk what to say already. That day at Edward and Stanley advance birthday party I also sang cause they had a K Room for us(teens) to hang out. Hah! So I sand 黄小琥-没那么简单 then quite a lot people clapped hand I was like wth. LOL -.- *za dao face* Lazy wanna talk about it. So I assume that my voice is not good and they're having hearing problem :P Heheh! :x If you don't believe my voice bad ajak me to go karaoke with you guys ;) I'm sure your ears will bleed cause I can't sing xD Muahhahaha! ;P

Yesterday Viber-ed with papa (vincent) till 2 plus I guess. Wah! Talk sibeh long leh. And mostly we're crapping. HAHAHAH! And while spamming each other notifications and wall. He won tho' spam mine til 33 notifications less than 10 minutes -.- Sigh. Now I wanna spam back but dk how cause he post very little things unlike me. Post all those craps plus my funny looking pictures. HEHEHEH! :p Facebook me! :) http://www.facebook.com/pinkymhp

spammer papa ._.

each time you smile, I died a little inside :)

HAPPY NEW YEARRRR! ;)

2012-01-01T23:15:00.002+08:00

Woahhhh! Did you see that?!! Last update: Dec 4 2011. Sorry bloggie :x
Oh before I start blogging let's wish everyone in this universe a HAPPY NEW YEARRRR! ;D
I've been working during the hols and well you guys know it cause I've mention it before. And yeah yesterday was my last day cause my mum don't allow me to work after school reopen. That's...sad :/ yeah. Sigh. So, let's fill in my absence for this like half a month. Hah! ;P

So...I've went to Hong Kong on the 22nd of December and enjoyed it! :) We went to Disney Land but I don't enjoy it there. I told my mum I don't wanna go Disney Land cause I've heard from my friend that it's not fun. In addition, that place don't really suit me anymore cause..well, its 'Disney Land' == My mum's friend insisted on going to Disney Land cause she wanna see her Winnie the Pooh. Oh God! So yeah we ends up going there. Took a lot of pictures and their roller coaster wasn't even exciting. That's sad :/ I bought a Puma shoe there and 2 Puma bags. HAHHAHA! I'm cool yo! ;) Walk around in Hong Kong till my leg sores like what only. Then we also went to Macau. Took a lot of pictures but never upload it cause lazy. Heh! :p So, thats all for Hong Kong and
Macau. Kinda lazy wanna talk all about it.

Oh yeah, I dyed my hair. Ash brown. Suppose to be not obvious but under the sunlight very obvious -.- Damn it. I bought a lot of casing tho' this month. Sort of like 4 or 5. LMAO. Siao right. Casingholic ;) HAHAHHAHAHA! Epic! xD

And I got 6A's 1B for my PMR result. Sigh. Near miss. BM is the damn subject. Ugh! Damn it!! Stupid BM! Now its 2012 and I'm 16 which mean I'm gonna be in Form 4. Sigh. Form 4 is not a honeymoon :/ NOT A HONEYMOON T_T Sad ttm.

Yeah so. Bye. Shall end it with some pictures ;)

Saranghae~

its the 4th day of December (:

2011-12-04T23:57:00.000+08:00

Been working almost everyday except on Friday cause it was my off day. Then this month onwards my off day change to Monday. So I'll be sleeping the whole day on Monday or maybe going out with friends.

Last night went to one of the staff there de house. GOSH! I just couldn't describe myself how I love her house. It was those 3 story house :D I'm falling in love with her house. They also invited the handsome Japanese guy and I played mahjong with them ;) I won them the first round. And one of the player last night told his friends that I played mahjong with them last night when I was serving them in the restaurant today. HAHAHAHA! *Proud yo* xD

This month gotta work 6 days morning shift (: Sure very tired one. But once again for the sake of moneyyyyy :D I CAN DO IT!!! ;D

Second day of work :)

2011-11-24T22:41:00.001+08:00

I'm working at a Japanese restaurant at Crystal Crown Hotel :) gonna work there for 1 week then I'll be changing to another outlet nearby there.

Working there was fun! Really! Tho' kinda tired at times. Today was kinda unlucky. I got advise from the lady boss and I tersepak the stairs -.- so pain T_T sigh. For the sake of moneyyyy! I can do it! Today somemore OT half an hour ._.

IRRASHAIMASE!! :D

the madness of my life ;)

2011-11-15T23:18:00.001+08:00

The days are passing by like usual. I'm reading novel these day :) This book titled "The Carrie Diaries" . Its kinda interesting and nice :) I'm planning to read 那些年，我们一起追的女孩 novel. Yes, its a chinese novel. Don't underestimate me okay! I can read chinese! :P I've watched the movie and planning to read the novel. It'll be interesting, maybe or maybe not. Who cares! Hahaha!

This song is in the movie. The lyrics is like a summary for the whole movie. It's so touching :')

Yeah. Life's seriously boring but fun at times. Especially when you spend your time with your friends and being crazy and all. Hah! Today after school went to RedBox with Pei Vi, Li Er and Xin Ying. We sang and shouted like mad and of course, I lost my voice. Pft! Hahaha! Then came home and bath and get ready to go and take picture to renew my passport which is gonna expire next year. The picture was ridiculously retarded. I swear I feel like killing that woman who asked me to clip my fringe and gave a lot of stupid comments. UGH! Forget bout the picture part. Pft! Came home after that and took picture of my own. Yes, self-shot. I love self-shooting :P How I wished I could just pick out the picture I like to be used as my passport picture. Sigh.

Looking wild or what? :p

just a simple black line :)

Weirdo yo!

I'm just feeling pretty :)

Furcut for princess.

2011-11-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

Days were getting more boring as each day pass. Ugh. I was waiting for the part time job confirmation :) hope I can get one. Mum said maybe going to Hang Zhou. 'MAYBE' hope can go. Buthen if i go on the day of taking PMR result I won't be in JB :( Howwwwww D: sad case lah.

Went badminton in the afternoon after brunch with mum. Then came home bathe princess and mum gave her a furcut. LOL! I ought to say after the furcut, princess fur look so funny. HAHAHAHAH! so many layer. Tsktsk. Pity her. Then went out to 5 PM which is kinda just opposite my house to have dinner. Their food was delicious :)

I need a job!

2011-11-07T22:40:00.001+08:00

I NEED A JOB!! Like seriously! -.- I cannot find jobbbbb! :( Robyn go find job never ask me to tag along. She and Cheng Moi found job already but not me. Sigh.

I need job pleaseeee! ._.

I'm back :)

2011-11-07T00:34:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time since I've update my blog. Hehehe! :p Sorry eh my dear blog :/ Shall start my story.

Let's just start with Halloween. Halloween is FUNNNN! ;) But sad to know is that Malaysia don't have Halloween mood AT ALL -___- Pathetic much. Sigh. I followed mum to Eight Lido on the 28th to celebrate Halloween. Buthen don't have the mood also. Just make up and wore some costume only. Hahaha! If wanna see more pictures go my Facebook in ' It's call FREEDOM babehh! ' album ;) But of you haven't add me then add me first only can view those pictures :)

Imma suck your blood till you dry! RAWRRR!

These days after school then come back watch DVD only. Watch till I have headache already. Haih. In school, I read novel or play my phone at home watch DVD. HAHHAAH! :p Sien ah :( Wanna find job but nobody want. Wtf :( Cheng Moi & Robyn found already. They so bu gou peng you. Find job also never ask me to follow them. PFTTTT!!! So bad. GRR! Tomorrow going CS. Gonna find job. I don't careeeee!! I wanna work. I don't feel like working for mum -.- Doesn't even feel like earning money it seems like taking money from mum -___-

Went Eight Lido again yesterday :) Bow Tie and Bunny Ears Party, which is Gerald's and Malcom's birthday party :) And I'm a bunny yesterdayyyy :p HAHAHAHA!

Bunnies!

I love this picture! :)

Tiffany & Me

I'm a bunny yo! :p

Shall stop blogging already :) Byeee~ Will update soon.

And oh, we're friends back :) Hehe! :p

Holiday is boring.

2011-10-25T23:11:00.001+08:00

Thought of maybe gonna visit Heuston today but mum said wanna go somewhere else so didn't go. Today went to Bug's Party. Was suppose to buy costume for this Friday Halloween party at Eight Lido. I'm gonna be a vampire again :) HEHEHEHE!

Sigh. Today is the first time I told myself that believing the same person for the first time is call trust, second time is stupid and the third time is idiot. I believe him twice and not dumb enough to believe him for the third time and not strong enough to suffer another break up. I gave up to be in a relationship. Single the best ;)

It's called being single and enjoying life babehh ;)

Its called once upon a time.

2011-10-23T23:47:00.000+08:00

Its been a long time since I've updated my blog. Sorry blog. I just realize I keep saying sorry these days, to Heuston and to 'him' also. LOL. Crazy me. Maybe because I've been over boring these days. HAHAHAHHA! Watching dramas till 3-4 am then wake up at 2-3 pm. LOL. Insane right? Ikr! HAHAHAH! Wtv lah. Life's boring :( Most probably gonna visit Heuston next week since there's Deepavali holiday no need visit him so can go visit him :D

Sigh, I miss him. But things will never be the same. No point of missing him and still clinging on the past.

Babe, I miss you...

Heuston on wheelchair :(

but still looking cute :) HAHA

Worry worry and worry :/

2011-10-19T20:50:00.000+08:00

Got a bad news from Jin. He said that Heuston admit hospital cause he broke his shin :/ Ouch. I wanna visit him but Jin they all gonna visit him tomorrow during school hours. And I'm going to school tomorrow cause its been 3 days already I never go school. Maybe gonna visit him tomorrow after my mum finish her work or maybe I'll just call him to know how he's doing. Sigh. Take care dude! Becareful. I'll pray for you dear :') Wish you a quick recovery :)

Gonna go school tomorrow after 3 days absent. HAHAHHA! k. no mood to laugh -.- BYE

A Day Out WIth Friends :)

2011-10-13T22:16:00.001+08:00

Went to school today after skipping school for 2 days and was planning to return back the books. But Sureka didn't went to school plus I only got 3 textbooks with me. HAHAHAHA! IKR! Pro leh ;) HAHAHAH! Then was playing poker, black jack and cho dai di in Music Room ;) Yeah man! its like life after UPSR. HAHAHHAHA! Life's great and boring too. Pft. Complain much huh :(

yeah and went out with Heuston and Ye Jin today :) We walked around KSL dk how many times already -.- siao. Watched Reel Steel :) DAMN NICE LEH! HAHAHAHA!! Its recommended to go and watch but not Dream House. Hahah! K lah. Idk what wanna crap already. As usual. So.... Bye :)

Life...

2011-09-22T17:40:00.001+08:00

Sigh. I'm going for the seminar about PMR stuff this Sunday. 8.30 till 7 :O tiring but for the sake of good grades I'm going no matter how tired I am :') Hahaha! It's RM150 tho' sorry for making my mum to pay that sum :/ haih.

2 weeks to the big day :o

2011-09-20T20:58:00.001+08:00

2 more weeks to the BIG DAY!
My gawddd! Haven't prepare yet. 2 weeks is like so damn effing fast man. Ugh. I deactivated my Facebook and kinda miss it now cause I'm super duper boring :/ that's I why I tweet all the time. And like seriously all the time -.- Chatted with my primary school friend -- Ye Jin :D hahhaa! Everyday go home sure pass by his school one (SDJ). Hahah!

K lah. I should go "study" now ._. 加油! Pinky ;)

Big News!

2011-09-17T22:31:00.002+08:00

I've deactivated my Facebook account for a short while. Once PMR is over I'll activate it back :) Don't miss me peeps ♥ HAHA! Yeah well you can still see me online on Twitter cause I never deactivate my Twitter just Facebook and I'll be hardly updating my blog cause well PMR is just 16 DAYS AWAY!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Okay I'm going to study now. BYE! :D

I'll miss you, Facebook :'( *SOBS*

Hello, I'm 15 :)

2011-09-09T16:13:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :D
its 9th September ! and yeap, its my BIRTHDAY! :D
Weeeeeee~
I'm 15 alreadyyyyy ;D Hahahaa! :p

Well I have to say I love my friends A LOT! :D My mum too :) Sureka, Atheerah, Cheng Moi and the others all gave me present (okay, I love them not because they gave me present kay! don't get the wrong idea -.-) Yeap. And all my Facebook friends and Twitter friends wished me Happy Birthday! :D Honestly, I'm very very veryyyy HAPPY :D And Sheba is coming down to JB to celebrate my birthday with me and of course my god mum and god bro too :) We're going to TGIF to eat later ;)

Guess what? I've been so lucky that Ms Lim actually canceled the tuition today cause she have PIBG meeting! I'm really very lucky ;) Hahaha! Now I'm waiting for mum to come and pick me up :) So, toodles !

THANK YOU FOR EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME AND GAVE ME PRESENTS! I APPRECIATE IT A LOT! :D ♥

I'm 15! ;)

The looking forward

2011-09-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hey-yo ! :)
I'm kinda looking forward towards tomorrow cause we're going Desaru. Well at least some where out of house to spend the last day of holiday then TRIALS 2 -___- Sigh. Just realize I haven't study yet. Eff -.- Sooooo, after tomorrow's Desaru trip I'm gonna face the book yeah I mean by books like Sejarah, Geografi and etc and not Facebook -.- But I'll keep tweeting xD Cause I'm addicted to Twitter :x Teehees ! Oh yeah, since I've mention about twitter so follow me !! :D I promise I'll follow back :D #pinkypromise ;) Pinky Mook ;) Going to Desaru tomorrowwww :D butttttt Mommmmm ! I don't wanna wake up at 6 T___T I wanna sleeeeeeeeeppppppppp ;P

So that's all I guess. Byeeee :)

Hi, I'm back and I'm having a fked up mood :/

2011-09-03T00:24:00.000+08:00

Ola ! I'm back. Yeah, sorry for not updating my blog. Reason for not doing so:

1. I'm tired :/
2. I'm in a freakin' bad mood.
~~3. Fu*k My Life !~~

Yeah so er, sorry? again? LOL. Wtv. Well I'm pretty much moody from last night onwards cause I've cut my hair and I look freaking retarded + dumb + ugly. Yeah so sum it up I look CRAP -.- UGH! Fuck! I didn't meant to say all this vulgar words -.- but cause I was freaking moody. Yeah, my whole mood ruin and I shall repeat ... R U I N !! Its September, a new month, a new start and I should be happy to countdown for my birthday instead of being moody and having a as black as a charcoal face -.- UGHHHH !!! Seriously?!! This would be the best gift from the hairdresser ... NOT!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !! I'm going crazy AGAIN!! Yes I'm still pissed off. and yeah my mum also pissed off with me cause I'm pissed off. WTFUCK?!! Everything seems to be against me. Yeah how cool. F M L !

Holiday begins ;)

2011-08-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

I'm currently at KL ;) yeahhh man! Spending a 3 days 2 nights company trip(well of course it's my mum's company trip. LOL) Yeah so I'm gonna have funnnnnn here ;) I actually planned to bring some books to study but my mum said no point of bringing cause I don't have time to study. Hahahah! Well kinda true tho' hahahha xD

I'm blogging at KL Pavilion while waiting fir our movie to start which is 12.30 a.m. Haahahha! Ikr! Very siao. Yeah thats how we should spend our holiday ;) Hahahaha! xD oh and I'm blogging through my iPhone ;D Hahaha! Shoooo happyyyy :p

Kay idk what to blog about already. Oh I got 4A 3B instead of 3A ;) I'M SO HAPPYYYY!! :D I was planning to upload picture but can't -.- Haih! Fine. Gonna upload when I reached JB :)

Toodles babe ;)

Boring ._.

2011-08-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

Nothing much today. As usual: boring -.-. Sigh. Holiday faster come. I wanna skip school on Friday butttt got Interact meeting. Sigh. I have to write reports somemore but I asked Pn Yew no reply -.- ask the former secretary also no reply. HOW TO DO??!! -.- I wanna die liao lahh! Fed up man! My results wasn't that outstanding as usual. UGH! WHY THE HELL AM I SO DUMB?! D: I want good results!! So far I only got 3A's and 4B's :/ Hope Pn Maliha will be kind enough to add another 2 marks for my BM so I can get another A. MANNNN!!! Cheng Moi got straight A's and Mei Qi got 5A's 2B's WTF?! All improving and me like shit only. Fuck lah! I wanna be a smartass also! I did study but why result macam iniii?? T____T Guess this time I'll start my studying 1 month plus earlier. And when my trip to Sunway Lagoon and Genting Highland I might bring some books to study instead of just playing tho' I"m going RedBox again tomorrow. HAHAHA! Yeap, to celebrate Melissa's birthday! :)

I'm lost with no direction

RedBox Day! :)

2011-08-22T19:50:00.000+08:00

Today was a splendid day! :D Went to Pelangi with Cheng Moi after school. We went RedBox! Yeah mann! Sing our lungs out like nobody business xD Both of us sang 为你而活 - 神木与瞳 many times ;) and I sang twice (solo) 我爱他 - 叮当 :x almost out of breathe. HAHAHA! Super funnnn :D I lost my voice again. Haih. Now my voice so sexyyy ~ HAHAHAHA!! Sienn.

Oh yeah! I got A for my Maths and Geography!! Weehoooo~ And a B for my KH. Sigh. Guess I'll have to put more effort in my KH already. Perdagangannn /.\ Why lahhhh :/

Have someone ever asked you to be back with them after you guys broke up? What's your answer? For me, idk...

iPhone front cam wasn't that good tho'

Life After Trials :)

2011-08-20T23:10:00.001+08:00

Yeap! Trials over and here I am back here to update my blog :) Sorry for not updating cause was busy studying. Haih! BM paper 1 was hard :/ The other subjects as well. Ah whatever! Forget bout the trials. Shall let myself relax for sometime and then back facing to all the books. Ugh! :/

Gonna get all our results next week. Mannnn, pray for me. I do hope I score well :D Oh yeah, during the 1 week hols I'm going SUNWAY LAGOON and GENTING ! Weeeehooooo! HAHAHAHAH! I can't wait I can't wait I can't waittt ! :D Terlalu happy sangat. HAHAH! xD

Oh and I change my iPhone casing already xD

BLACK CAT! :D Tho' I hate cats. LOL.

Lalala~ Idk what to blog about already. so BYEBYE :D

meow :3

iPhone 4 :D

2011-08-06T23:33:00.000+08:00

Well BONJOUR ! :D
I'm in a very good mood today :) Reason is because...

I GOT MY IPHONE 4 !! :DDD

it's black tho' but neh mind :)

YAY ! :D <3

Weeeeehooooo ~ Got my iPhone casing and screen protector in case I might scratch it :/

I LOVE MY IPHONE CASING !!

its so sexayyy ~ HAHAHAHA ! xD

kay lah. wanna go download apps dy. just a short update, a happy short update :)

back in JB

2011-08-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

YO people! I'm back in JB. Actually I'm back yesterday but forgotten to update my blog. Lmao. BLAH! Slept at 3 a.m. and woke up at 2 plus. This is life man. But the moment I open my eyes all I could think of is Trial is coming. Fuck! This is what a PMR candidate life would be. After a 2 day 1 night trip and full of relaxing. On the way back to JB, my mood was all on Trial. Seriously, why do trial even exist? 3 years of History, Geography, Maths, Science and KH ! -____- If my brain could eventually squeeze all of this in all I could say is, I'm not a human anymore. LOL. But I think when I'm taking PMR all this facts will be stuck in my head already. And once PMR is over, trust me. All of this will immediately turn into ashes and dissapearrrrr! Weeeeehoooooo~~ HAHAHHAH!

My heart skips a beat when I see you smile :)

life of a few days hols

2011-07-31T23:04:00.000+08:00

Life as a PMR candidate of 2011 is bringing books to study while people are enjoying for the once-in-a-lifetime-holiday. Sigh. AHHHHH!! I feel like dying man. The moment I open my History Form 1 textbook I've already start yawning. MAIIII GAWDDDDD!! Trust me, History would be the most boring subject that we have to study. #FOREVERSIGH I've finish studying my Science. Ikr! I'm SUPER hardworking ;) *wink wink* HAHAHHAH!! The others had already started but not finish covering it. I left my History to be the last but of course have to take a very long time to study it. Sigh. History, history, why do we have to study you? :/

Mann! Whatever lahh! Oh btw, I'm in Malacca now :) and I'm going back tomorrow. LOL. Yeah, a 2 day 1 night trip. Life life, why is life as a PMR candidate is so suffering /.\

AND I miss him :x HAHAHHA! Kayy lah.

fire a bullet straight through my brain !

assholes

2011-07-27T21:22:00.000+08:00

Why do some people just can't keep their mouth shut? I told you who is my crush is because I trusted you. Since you denied it then how the hell do 'they' got to know? I regretted telling people who I like. Just because I trust you and tell you my secrets doesn't mean you can go all around and betray me by telling people what I told you. What the hell have I done to you? Nothing right? I didn't even say anything when you lost my phone. Ugh! Fine! I've learn my lesson. I won't tell people who I like anymore. Telling people who is having such a big mouth is equal to spreading to everyone indirectly. Fuck! I felt betrayed. I hate this. This is what I get for trusting you. I should have keep it to myself. 被背叛的感觉真的很糟!

Life

2011-07-25T22:14:00.000+08:00

Once in a lifetime means there's no second chance

You only live once. Everything you do there's only once. Once a baby, a toddler, a kid, a teenager and an adult. Time would never turn back no matter how hard we wished we could turn it back. Everyone has to face the reality. The truth may hurts, but its better than being bury in the dark.

喜欢一个人不一定要跟他在一起

我承认我喜欢他。可是这不代表我一定要跟他在一起啊。只要我自己知道我喜欢的人是他就够了。如果人家问我是否喜欢他我会毫不犹豫的承认我喜欢的人就是他。不想把他拉进我的世界，因为觉我配不上他。

simple update :)

2011-07-24T20:15:00.000+08:00

Blah! Life's kinda bored at times. Ugh. Mum had a house party last night. To celebrate one of her friend who found a job. Everyone was happy bout it :) Had lots of food to eat, 7 bottles of wine -.- and Mahjong session. Hah! I was the photographer of the day :) Gotta admit Imma lousy photographer ._. some of the pictures are blurry D: Probably cause my hand was trembling. Ugh. Idk why my hand have been trembling these days. Blahh! Oh yeah, after the house party I've been arguing with my mum's friend. I've been calling him Ah Gong, Old Uncle and etc and he's been calling me Auntie, Ah Po etc. Childish tho' LOL.

Sometimes being childish is a way to relief stress for me

Lay me down on a bed of roses,
Sink me in the river at dawn,
Send me away with the words of a love song.

asshole

2011-07-21T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'm an asshole. Everyone hates me.

#kthxbye

2011-07-20T18:15:00.001+08:00

16th July 2011
Its the My School Rocks competition!! :D We didn't get any place but was happy cause we've done our best :) Heard from people that we got the 5th place among 21 schools. WOW! Really?! We reached there early and got ready in out costumes (precisely just t-shirt and baggy pants/skinny) and make-ups and hairstyle. I love my hair! Its PURPLE! :D Then we help each other with the make-ups and the hairstyle and stuff. Oh and I lost my phone. LOL -.- I did asked my mum to take the video but she don't know how to use my camera so she just got us pictures :) still, thanks mum :D <3 Kaarthika said her friend got use her camera to take the video I keep ask her to bring and show me keep say forget. Ish ishh. We've decided to join My School Rocks next year again! =D Its like so funnnn :D And we just used around 1 week or less than 1 week to practice ._. but still our dance was quite synchronize :D Proud of us ;)

the judges :)

I love my hair ;) PURPLE! :D

20th July 2011

Skipped few days ;p

Sigh. Trials getting nearer. Stress ahhh! D: Been start studying already :) Hoping I can cover all the subject before the trial :) And had told myself gonna cut down online-ing and sms-ing ._. so guai leh :p Mum getting new DiGi number for me! YAY! And with new phone: iPhone 4 black :) I wanted white but it'll be too expensive cause if I'm not wring additional of RM500 ++ :O So I'll just get a black one better than nothing right? :) So in order to thank my mum I'll try to score straight A's for my mum :DD

p/s to my friends, the old number won't be using anymore and I'm currently using my Maxis number. So anything just text me at my 017 number kay. thanks ;D

enjoy this song :)

swing mood ._.

2011-07-13T22:15:00.001+08:00

I hate having swing moods :/ GAHH! Its been a long time since I last carve my hand :x I feel like doing it again :x I have tons of books with different subjects to study. Sigh. Feeling stress out :/ I hate my life. FML. Ugh! ~~p/s to my friends: am not gonna do it again. just crapping. chillax :)~~

I just sort out the outfit for this Saturday. Its getting nearer and nearer. Sigh. I gotta admit I'm sort of nervous. Gonna show Pn Habibah our dance tomorrow as she is our teacher in charge for our group. LOL. Not fair! Pn Wong allow the cheer group to back out but not us D: Now we're the only group left representing SIGS. Lmao. I'm gonna pretend I know nothing that we're representing SIGS .___. Blahh! We can do it! YAY!! :D

V, thanks for accompanying me most of the time. Arigatou :)

Its getting nearer :/

2011-07-12T21:39:00.000+08:00

The competition is getting nearer :/ *gulp* feelin' nervous. Sigh. I cannot find my black jeans after IU Day!! SHIT LAHHH! I wanna die liao lahh D: Or maybe I could ask my mum to bring me to KSL and get another black jeans :p I hope she let me to. I need that black jeans badly. Idk where the part time mad hid my black jeans T____T so bad lahhh T___T I want my black jeans!! D: Sigh.

I need to make up for Zie Wei, Hui Qin and myself too. Hahah! 'hua zhuang shi' for the day man. HAHAHAH! I still don't know what to wear!! OMG! I wanna die liao. -____- Why so shit one?! Every time wanna find this shirt don't have, wanna find that pants don't have! Ishhh! Later wanna go search for it lahh.

We need supporters!! :D Do come if you can :) Pretty pleaseeee~ :))

Enjoy this song :)

I'm BACKKK! ;)

2011-07-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

Bonjour!
I'm BACKKK! ;) I LOVE THE CAMP!
Seriously, the camp was FUN ! How I wish every year we could have a camp like this :p We got to buck up or English and learn lots of idioms, simile and general knowledge stuff. Oh ya, I forgot to mention I was camping in Sunway College Johor Bahru ( the one at Taman Mount Austin ). We have to run around the campus for the treasure hunt activity. Then we have to think fast and work together as a team to win. I was in the Dartmouth team! ♥ WOOOOOOO!! HAHAHAHHA! Okay, I'm still in the high mood. Lmao. Oh er, where was I? The teamwork. Yeah, and we have to be on time also. We're also not allow to use the lift D: But we did use a few times without the people noticing :x The food given was okay. Except that both morning we had to eat the same thing, fried mee hoon -.- LOL. Then we went to set our tent. My tent mates were Atheerah, Sureka, Kaarthika and Hui Qin :) I love my tent mates and I DISLIKE my tent neighbour -.- Freaking noisy weii. People wanna sleep they keep talking on the phone, singing then laughing like mad and their giggling gave us a cold shiver man -.- UGH! After setting the tent, we were given instruction to rush to the MPH (Multi-Purpose Hall) to gather. After the gathering stuff and some talking we were off to have a shower and dinner. As the toilet is quite pack and 'some' people bath like princess and wasting the time. People were shouting at them and of course including me. Ugh! What you expect? Its a camping and you wanna bath so long then other people don't need to bath ah -.-'' ISHHH! Damn geram lehh D: After the dinner, we're given instructions to gather at the MPH again. Its the drama queen session. LOL -.- But it was fun! (: I was acting as a child and have to show epic faces -.- Seriously, even I myself felt like laughing when I was on stage. HAHAHAHHA! I eventually had a red ribbon on my head! HAHHAHAHA! Pro lehh~ xD After the drama queen session we were given free time to do our own stuff. And so my tent mates and me sit at the basketball court and started chatting and taking pictures. Hahaha!

The next day which is today. We woke up early to bath so we don't have to fight for toilet. Hahah! After getting ready we packed our stuff and then started chatting. Then we have our morning exercise without breakfast. Yes, everyone is suffering from hunger D: But the morning exercise was fun! We we're actually dancing to the song 'ChocoLatte' ! HAHAH! Damn cute weii the dance plus the song! :D After the morning exercise we were allow to have our breakfast :D After the breakfast was speech then photo-taking session. Oh yeah! I forgot to mention there's handsome guys and also pretty girl as the guidance at there. I forgot their name tho' :x Hahah!

Pictures time :)

pinky ~

Kaarthika & Pinky

me again :p

Atheerah & Pinky

Hui Qin & Pinky

My red ribdon ;)

Sureka~

SUNWAY COLLEGE ROCKS! \m/ :D

moody

2011-07-08T22:32:00.000+08:00

As what the title says, moody. Yeah, thats what I'm feelin' right now. Idk why the hell am I moody about or we just short cut it and say it emo. I should be happy right now cause I'm having a camping tomorrow and will be having fun with my friends. Seriously, idk what happen to me. Guess I'm having swing mood again. GAHHH! Asshole! I don't feel like talking to anyone. I don't feel like replying texts and yeah I even gave a face to my mum. Think she's angry with me. BLAHH! I'll just apologize to her tomorrow morning. UGH! I hate my life. Seriously, FML! FFMFL!

fire a god damn bullet straight through my brain and I'll thank you for ending my life

insert title here

2011-07-07T20:10:00.001+08:00

Its been my second time visiting the 中医(Traditional Chinese doctor). He said my leg is getting better. Mum asked him if I could dance next week. He said yeah as long as not very aggressive movements :/ I think my solo part wasn't that aggressive :p Don't care! I'm gonna give my best to this dance competition :) JIAYOU! 加油！Oh yeah! The competition is next Saturday (16/7/2011) and its at Galeri Mawar if I'm not wrong. Come and support us if you know me :) THANKS! Cause we have cheering marks which means the audience who cheer the loudest for the groups ._. Gonna start practicing the whole week next week and hope I can cope it with my 80% healed leg ._. Sigh~

Oh and I might not update my blog this Saturday and Sunday cause I'm away at camp unless they have their WiFi 24-hour on ;) I'm gonna go camping at Sunway College ! Weeeeee~ And so I can't online Twitter D: I wanna tweet tweet tweet xD HAHAHAHAHA!! LOL!

Sigh. I've been waiting for my friend to reply my message. Since 4.15 didn't reply my message till now T___T so bad lah you! You angry izzit? 不要生气啦~ (: 对不起~ Reply message lahh :))

Skittles ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUREKA!! :D

2011-07-05T20:58:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SUREKA!! ;D

I Love You! ;) Wish you have a blast and hope you like the gift hot chick! ;)

We're gonna have FUN in Sunway College this Saturday and Sunday!

SWEET 15th BIRTHDAY BABE! ♥

fyi, I wore green lens today ;)

92 days to PMR ?!

2011-07-04T22:03:00.000+08:00

VVVVHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT ?????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

92 days to PMR?!!!

WTH! OMG! FML! FFMFL!

NOOOOO!

Yes, I've start studying already but come on lah 92 days?!

less than 100 days man!

HOWLY COW ! D:

T____T

我不要啦!

_________________________________________________________________________

Countdown 1 more day to your birthday babe! ;)

Hope you'll like the present that we planned to give you :)

and 加油 with your Sejarah folio ehh :p <3

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有点害怕自己会喜欢上你...

不管了！

考完PMR在说吧~

就只能先做朋友

不敢对你有任何的保证，也不敢给你希望。

加油吧！:D

Imma Vampire ;)

2011-07-02T21:19:00.001+08:00

Yeap. As what the title says, Imma Vampire! ;) We're having Hari Keusahawanan today! Its VERY fun ;) Jeeha, Zyra and me we're the mascot for our class. Jeeha = Witch, Zyra = Dracula, Me = Vampire! RAWR! ;D I'm waiting for people to upload all the photos cause I didn't bring my camera to school and only got a few pictures only. Hehh! Pathetic shit xD Idk what to update anymore :p Think I'll just upload the vmapire picture ;)

My mum insisted me to upload this picture ._.

Pinky & Sureka

Imma Vampire! ;)

I'm going emo~

I'm just me ._.

Happy Birthday Jun Wen & Joshua!

2011-06-30T17:51:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JUN WEN ! :)

Wish you have a blast and may god bless you :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOSHUA! :)
Happy 14th Birthday eh ;) Wish you have a blast!

WHAT?!!

2011-06-29T15:36:00.000+08:00

WHAT?!! I just realize that our competition is next next week which means the following week after next week! OMG! What to do? What to do? My leg haven't fully recover yet. And we haven't practice for the dance. OMG!! WHAT TO DO??? I'm still limping but was better already :D AHH!! Back to the topic! Its coming soon! What to do?? I wanna run this Saturday but since the competition is coming I think I better stay at school take care of the stall. I told our class monitor that I wanna be the mascot ;) I wanna be a VAMPIRE ! ;D Its already almost a week. Why haven't fully recover yet?? If I can't dance, I let Hui Qin to take over my solo part and the whole dance group left Hui Qin, Sureka, Zie Wei and Kaarthika only. Sigh. What to dooo? I wanna performmmm T____T Help me! Dear Lord, please let miracle happen and let my leg heal. Please. I want to perform and join the competition. Please... Help me. Amen.

p/s: its tomorrow :)

limping

2011-06-27T20:06:00.000+08:00

TIRED :/ Limping the whole day at school. Somemore today enter the class not long have to go to KH Lab then after KH recess back to class go library for Geography then back to class. After that went to canteen to have lunch before the extra class. Again limp to canteen then back to class. Then the stupid guard! So lazy wanna open the back gate have to limp to the front gate then limp to the back gate to wait for my uncle. Called him he said he'll reach 30 minutes late. wtf -.- Wahpiang ehh :/ Limp the whole day here and there now my leg become more swollen! @#$%^&*(! WTF! Have to put the hot pack on again and again to reduce the swollen. SO MAFAN LEHH :| Somemore alone at home. Mum working. Have to eat bread for dinner while doing homework then revision. Yeah! I start doing my revision :D Very good girl right ? :P After like 2 hours of revision. Buey tahan. Feeling tired :/ So I might continue my revision tomorrow :D

p/s: 3 more days to your birthday! :) idk why am I counting down also. lmao.

莫慧萍，加油！♥

feeling lifeless

2011-06-26T14:39:00.000+08:00

I hate it when I had to limp all around. GAHH! This sucks to the core. Seriously, it sucks. It was just a sprain but why the hell so pain and need to take so long to heal? T___T Dear leg, please heal asap. Sincerely, me :) I'm sick of limping. Ugh! Its so annoying and hard to walk ): I want my leg to heallll! I need to practice, I need to walk! Ugh! I wanna go out! I wanna play badminton!! Just because of the sprained leg I can't do all this stuff. Seriously, I feel so lifeless man. Ugh! Hope it heals by this week. I still need to practice for the dance. Jesus, please let my leg heal fast. Amen

you're my lucky star ♥

the raptai and the worst day of my life

2011-06-23T20:44:00.000+08:00

Title: The Raptai (22/6/2011)
We're having raptai at Stadium Larkin. Our teacher at first said we're leaving at 12 p.m. then last minutes postpone to 1 p.m. cause EC are having their Sports Day. Lmao. We reached there around 2 cause we had to wait for and hour for the stupid bus. Wtf -.- Reached there waited for hours then only we got to raptai for not more than 5 minutes then say "Taekwondo habis raptai boleh balik" -____- stupid shit. Oh yeah, my friends said they saw me but I seriously didn't saw them cause from my view all of their faces are like so tiny LOL

Title: The Worst Day Of My Life (23/6/2011)
fml -.- I sprained my leg today due to the stupid drain. Asshole. I tripped, I fell, my hand got cut and I sprained my leg. Doctor said it'll take at least 1 week to heal. WHAT THE PHUCKKK -__- And now I can't even perform on Sports Day. All the waiting and raptai gone wasted -___- Now I have to limp no not limp jump all around my house on 1 foot with my mum supporting me the other side. Man I feel like I'm an OKU now man. Fuck My Life -.-'' Sorry that I have to trouble my mum and the Taekwondo members. And I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow. Sigh. Hope this leg will heal in a week. I still have to practice for My School Rock somemore. And I was forced to skip my Hip-Hop class today. Just because I sprained my leg I have to stop all my activities to let my leg heal fast. Gahh! Seriously, this is the worst day of my life. I'll never do that again. NEVER !

exhausting week

2011-06-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

Meow :3 I'm back ;)

Ahh. How nice to stay at home. Its been a tiring day today even though its only Monday today. But still I'm worn-out :/ Today we're having raptai for Hari Sukan on this Saturday. And we're gonna have another raptai on Wednesday at Stadium Larkin. Due to the raptai today we eventually didn't enter the class whole day! Weeeee~ And we're also inform that the extra class for this week is CANCELED! :D YAY!~ But we still have to stay till 5 everyday. GAHHH! So tiring ): But no choice have to practice all the steps and get the formation well so Taekwondo won't dui lian :p HAHAHAH! And I just got to know that SSI's IU Day on the 16th of July and I cannot go T_______T NOOOOO ! I wanna go but got competition that day. Pn Wong don't allow us to back out the My School Rock Dance Competition and so we had to continue participating in it. Today the choreographer came and see how are we progressing. He taught us a lot and we really appreciate it ;) Thank you sir Sidney Che Siong. You can add him on Facebook if you want to. Hahaa! And we eventually got to finish choreographing the steps today before he came :x Pro right? xD HAHAHAHAH! All we have to do now is practice and practice and practice. and get the beats right :) Thanks for the advise sir ;)

imma sleepy cat

2011-06-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

WHOOSHHH! Time flies. Sigh. Everything was like yesterday. Things happen in a blink of eye. Take an example, we're now Form 3 and soon we're gonna sit for our trial and then the PMR examination. And its already JUNE now or actually its the mid of June now :/ And I'm single for 4 months already. WOW! I didn't really realize that tho' Gahhh! I don't like this. Have to start studying hard and I do mean by very hard. Target for trial and PMR is straight A's ;) Hope I can do it :D

And now I'm having some kind of weird swing mood. I'm being emo for this pass few days. Don't ask me why cause I myself don't even know whats going on -__- I hate this feeling. Friend told me that people in EC said that I'm a playgirl. WOW! You guys know me better than I know myself -.- Since when the hell I'm in a relationship after JW? -.- If you guys love to crap so much why don't crap about yourself or your girlfriends? Whats your problem with me? I don't even know you. And practically the guys you guys said that I was in a relationship with were all just friends. Don't you even understand the meaning of friends? The term of friends? -__- But whatever, if you guys feel like its so entertaining to keep saying that I'm a playgirl go ahead. I don't give a damn.

BLAHH !

a newbie

2011-06-16T22:45:00.000+08:00

Started my Hip-Hop class at Twister today :) Was fun and a bit tiring. I was envying Sophia so much cause she seriously dance well :O How I wish I could dance like her :') I did get confuse few times and was sort of embarrass :/ But at least I try my best like what our instructor said. And honestly, the lesson ended my day with a smile :) Okay, sorry. Idk what am I crapping about :p Oh and and anddd, I bought my Twister t-shirt today :DD

Oh yeah, Pn. Wong don't let to back out the My School Rock. GAHHH! Now what? The dance haven't even finish choreograph. Guess I'm gonna use a bit of the basics I've learned today to fill in the song. Hope the Disney Channel fella didn't come tomorrow. Please, don't come. Cause we're not fully prepare yet. Or you can say, not even prepare yet :/ Sorry. Paiseh. Dui bu qi :/

Twister \m/ (Y)

p/s: sorry for crapping and being and idiot. Idk what's wrong with me today :/

fml

2011-06-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

School starts and of course which means that we're getting our results back. I was hoping to get good grades like always but I didn't which was very disappointing. Sigh. Didn't score well and did confess to my mum about my results too. And was sorry to disappoint her. I'm gonna start studying from now on. And I did start studying today :)

At times tears are seriously hard to control. When you're sad/upset it just burst out naturally. And it happens to me today. Sureka text me and told me my results. Which was bad, eventually bad. Gahh! I cried. Didn't want to say that but I did cried. Sigh. Hope I don't have frog eyes tomorrow :/ Practically, I hate my day. Kthxbye.

Gonna be a nerd from now on ;)

a perfect hang-out

2011-06-08T22:47:00.001+08:00

Hang-out today! Yes, again. Hahaha! Sort of fun and bored. LOL. I slept off while we're watching the second movie which is the Pirates Of The Caribbean, reason was this was my second time watching and so I fell asleep on his shoulder :p The first movie we watched was Diary Of A Wimpy Kid! (Y) DAMN NICE! :D I wish I had a elder brother :O And EWW just found out today that 'xoxo' means love and kisses. LOL. HAHAHAHA! xD Had a splendid hang-out today :) Was suppose to go out with 一夕 members tomorrow. But am lazy to go out so I told them I'm not going. Might as well stay at home and online or read my novel or choreograph the dance. Now mention bout the dance, Thank Jesus for helping me that day :) Sincerely Thank You :)

一夕 members, paiseh ah. I'll go out with you guys some other day :) Really sorry for breaking my promise. I'll have to save money also so might as well staying at home than going out again. Hahaha! :p

Just now my mum said she can't find her specs so she's not gonna do her work today. LOL. So next time I can say I can't find my pen so I can't do my homework xD HAHAHAHAH! XD Currently watching You're Beautiful (原来是美男) Korean Drama. And I just realize the top I wore today was written 'Beautiful Shoulder' LOL maybe cause its netting shirt bah o.o

Last but not least, thanks babe for the ice cream and accompany me to wait for my mum ♥

alone.

2011-06-07T01:58:00.000+08:00

At times I seriously feel like backing out from the competition. I didn't mean to give up but when it comes to choreographing the dance steps I just realize I can't do it. Or maybe I can do it but I'm not that capable to choreograph everything, the whole song. At least just give me some help. I will be grateful to you. When all the burdens come to me, I just feel like finding a way to escape. Maybe I'm a coward cause I chickened out whenever I feel stressful. But I didn't mean to. Try putting yourself in my shoe and think. Be the one who choreograph this dance while the whole group depends on you. ONLY you, then you'll know how I feel. Sigh. Furthermore, on the 17th that guy gonna come to our school and see how are we doing. I was wondering what will happen if I tell our PK Koko that we wanna back out. Cause the whole school we're the only one who participate in this dance competition. And that burdens me even more. Ugh!

They will be coming to my house to practice today. Hope we can think of some steps together cause if all of them only depends on me, I don't think it'll works. Just hope everything will goes on as smoothly as possible. Sigh. Hope Jesus will stand by us and help us/me pass this problem. Jesus, I need your help. Clear my mind from all the distractions and give me the ideas. Please Jesus. Help me. Amen.

pinky

life these days

2011-06-01T02:17:00.001+08:00

Life these days are so busy :| and of course FUN! Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ Main reason is Sheba came to JB! Wooooohoooooo~ Saturday didn't hang out cause I'm having Omega tuition. Sigh ): Then Sunday we went for manicure! Weeeeeeee~ (okay I'm wee-ing too much -___-) I've got black and yellow while Sheba got black and pink! HAHAHAHHAHAH! ikr. Black and Yellow. LOLOLOL!

And the fun starts on Monday! We went to CS and met my friends who were skipping schools and obviously I'm not gonna post their names. LOL. Yeah, went for Sushi King and then next KUNGFU PANDAAAAAAAAA 2 !!! <3 OMO! PO is SOOOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEEEEEE!!! AHHHHHH! PO <3 HAHAHAHHAH! I love the sound effect of his stomach! * BOINGGGGGGG* HAHAHHAHAHAA! OMO! I'm going crazy. Ah, who cares! After that, we went to Neways! <3 The first song we sang was 我爱他 - 叮当! We sang till we're seriously almost out of voice. HAHAHHAHAHAH! And the greatest part was we sang that song 4 times! The MOST important one was..... we saw a CUTE guy! OMOOOOO! I shall name him Mr Cute xD

The next day we went to KSL! :D ( We spent the most of out money at KSL D: ) We ate Season for lunch! Ahhhhh~ And had ice-cream for desert! Weeeeeeeeeeee~ Then we walk around cause Sheba wanna buy pants :D ends up buying shirts too. LOL. I bought myself a pants and a shirt too! Weeeeeeeeeeeee~ got new shirt! Boooooooooooo~ got no money left D: Sad lar pokai already. Ish! Gotta claim money from my mum ( if she lets me to :p ).

And now I'm thinking where should we go today? cause its already 2.10 a.m. So its today. lol. Sheba gave the idea of going Pelangi. Shall suggest it to my mum later xD If she don't allow then I have to stuck my ass at home and COOK! O.O

the madness of these busy days (L)

BOO-YAH!

2011-05-27T22:23:00.000+08:00

BOO - YAH !

Yeah mann! EXAM'S OVER! Weeeeeeeee~ Which means its HOLIDAY! :D But I'll still have to attend to school tomorrow as well as Monday :| Sighh. But who cares? I just go to school and have fun. As if the teachers gonna teach or maybe they're gonna teach. LOL. I wanna go out lah ._. Either on Tuesday or Thursday I'm going out with 一夕's members :) Hope all can go. The more the merrier right :)

Stayed back at school today cause have to think of the steps. AHHHHHHHH! I got no ideas how to choreograph the steps :| All I need to do now is to think of the formations and learn my baby freeze ( breaking ) well :| Hope I can do it. Sigh. Seriously thanks to Xin Ying for helping me ._. (p/s: I'll practice my baby freeze till 苦瓜烂熟 :D) Think I better go and practice my baby freeze now before Xin Ying nag again :p

baby freeze ._.

JIAYOU! ♥

breathe taking moments :)

2011-05-26T14:33:00.000+08:00

YESS!! EXAM IS OVER!! Weeeeeeeeeeee~

Finally its over, actually not really. I still have Pend. Seni 1 and 2 tomorrow. Ugh. Who cares, its all common sense paper :D Its not even important at all. Just don't understand why do they want us to answer all those common sense paper. LMAO -__- I wanna go out tomorrow! I feel like skipping Omega man. Sad lar, mum don't allow. ISH! Never mind. I have 2 weeks holidays to HANG-OUT! xD Yeahh mann!

As the time reaches 1.15 p.m. I felt like I'm in heaven. I don't have to wake up at 2.30 to study anymore. Sigh :| Its seriously suffering. At least now I can relax myself for this 2 weeks :) And when its the trial and PMR I'll still need to burn the midnight oil to study again. Seriously hope I can score well cause I NEED to score well to get a NEW phone :p I wanna change phoneeeeeee~ Hope all my effort done is useful to score A's :DD

be crazy

2011-05-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

I've join the 一夕 group in Facebook for fun. And everyone was funny :) I seriously feel that people should get crazy at times. Nothing wrong for being crazy, its like you can let out your stress by acting or being crazy. Yes, I admit, at times I'm seriously crazy. I would call your name out loud but my only reason is just to say 'Hi' LOL. Insane right? So what? Being crazy isn't illegal. Its what you call FUN ! Hahhaha!

Oh yeahh, members of 一夕( if by chance you guys got read my blog lah ) after exam wanna go out lepak? And for the coming exam, all of us 加油 okay! :D Been chatting with James these few days. He's seriously friendly :) and I gave him a new nickname today : Old Uncle :p Weeeeeeee~ HAHAHHAHA!

Last but not least, I'VE PIERCE MY EAR AGAINNNNN~ Weeeeeeeeee~ :DD

ciaos babe! :)

where were you when I need your shoulder to lean on?

2011-05-15T22:26:00.000+08:00

FML -.- Exam is around the corner and I still can't really get all the things into my head :| Sigh. I hate all those disturbing feelings that keep distracting me. Seriously its freaking annoying -__- I don't want this. Yeah, and idk why I begin to miss JW ._. Don't ask me why. I just miss him. I don't want all those distracting feeling coming to me again. Almost every time when I'm sad I start to miss him. Yesterday went Pelangi and I was standing near the mirror. How I wish I could just stand there forever. Sigh. I know you guys might think that I'm going crazy. Yes I am, so what? I'm sick of myself too. How I wish i could finish off all the pills at home and cut my nerve instead of just having scars on my hand. I'm serious fked up with my life. I HATE my life. Guess thats all for this update :|

thanks for viewing my blog

I appreciate it

fml, pinky.M

what is this?!

2011-05-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

WHAT IS THIS?!

Exam is next weekkkkkk! ( I think so )

wtv. The main point is EXAM IS HERE! OMG OMG OMG!

Die lar die larrrr D:

I need to start study the annoying History, Geography, KH and others.

OMO! WAEEEEE?!

I need to revise my Integer. NOOOOOO!

Integer so hard, nobody teach meeee ):

JIU MING AHH!

I want all my subjects to get A!

I want A!! Semangat A!

HAHAHHAHAA!

okay okayy. I know I'm crazy.

Gone case already :p

lalala~

Oh yeah! Chat with Sheba through Twitter today!

Weeeeeeeee~

Then now, I'm skyping with Joshua :)

Weeeeeeee~

Okayy. I'm getting sleepy now ._.

SHUTSS! So tired seh D:

how great if I can sleep like this child :)

sick of homeworks

2011-05-10T21:08:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHH! Homeworks are seriously getting on my nerves -____- Everyday homework and homework and homework. UGHH! Gotta hand in my Sejarah Kerja Khusus tomorrow! YAY! And then I'm folio free :D Can't wait to hand in my folio xD

These days seriously like living in hell man. So freaking hottttt! Buey Tahan -.-'' Everyday sauna-ing in class. Teacher's room 24 hour on their air con then we only kena the heat. The moment we step into the class is like entering the sauna room man. SO HOT! I feel like stripping off every minute -____-

The good news for today is we got the entry form already! :DDD Gonna photocopy it tomorrow, fill in, hand in and then WE'RE IN! :D Omo, I'm so excited :p But the sad thing is we have to study really hard and I do mean really very hard for the Mid-Term-Test :x Today I've skipped my tuition class cause I eventually just forgot that I have tuition today :x But my friends said teacher didn't notice I was absent. Wtf! -.- That teacher seriously so freaking biased. Every time only care bout her favourite student which is the Convent girls. UGH! So not fair ): wtv. Like I bother to care. LOL. Gotta go and do my homeworks already.

Smile like alibaba! :D

( someone who is important to me told me that :) )

this post is especially for you, BITCH!

2011-05-09T19:21:00.001+08:00

Hey you, BITCH! Not to say that I'm being no manners to an adult. But come on, take a look in mirror. Look how fucking ugly you look like not like my mum so hot, take a look at your stinky-black heart which makes you alone. And oh yeah, please be shame that you're a Christian. Jesus forgive everyone for their sins maybe yours too, but bang straight into my mum's car is OVER! You should be glad that I didn't went straight to your face and give you a wonderful punch or slap. Making a police report is a small case, the big problem here is I'm FUCKING not happy with you and I don't give a damn about your jealousy towards my mum. So fuck off from our life eh would ya? SUCKER. You forced me to spit out the vulgar words so don't blame me. So what if your daughter is in Convent? Ask her, is she really happy that she's in Convent. How does she felt when she went out with her friends with her mum/ dad tagging along behind like a tail. HELLO! This is the 21st century. No one does that except you with your foolish thinking. I know you'll be reading my blog cause you're a crazy stalker. And thank God that you admit you're a bad driver. I swear the next time I see you, I won't be just talking to you. WOMAN, GET A LIFE MAN! Aren't you sick of being a bitch? Stalking your husband around. You should also be happy that I don't know your name, or else I'll be posting your NAME in this post while my blog is worldwide and everyone can read it. Seriously, get a life bitch!

handfull of stress

2011-05-06T23:18:00.000+08:00

Sick of life man. Seriously, it sucks -___- Every second, every minute is bringing me closer to Mid-Term-Test and PMR. Now we have to rush to finish all out folio to be hand in. Ugh, fml -.- Its so sickening. Time fly instead of passing by. So not fair. The worst part is I don't even understand what the hell is my Maths teacher teaching in class. SHIT! And today she told us that we had finish learning bout Form 3 Maths. WTF! The worst part was I serious had that freaking urge to chat with him so badly that I eventually texted him -.- And lucky he didn't reply. Idk whether its a good news or a bad news. HAHAHHA! Ikr. I was being such an idiot and probably had make myself a fool -.- Hope he don't read my blog anymore. Amen xD

I wanna go EC tomorrowwwwww! ISH! Why Sureka cannot goooo? WAEEEE? D: Went EC once and was sort of in love with their school. Total white even though the walls are a bit dirty but still maintained in good condition :) I love their school man. There's a hall with air con. How I wish our school got air con. Sighhh. SO back to the story or wtv it is. The plan to go EC failed -.- and so I have to go to school. Talk about school it reminds me of my Taekwondo. AH FU*K! I can't go for gradingggg! NOOOOOOOOOOO! I freaking lost the form and didn't get a new one and didn't hand in AND THE GRADING IS THIS SUNDAY! I HATE SUNDAY! I WANNA GO GRADING!! AHHHHHHHH! Fine -______- since there's no more grading for me this time I'll have to wait for the next grading T_T Guess I'll suffer loads of punishments tomorrow for not attending practice due to busy preparing and practicing IU Day stuff. WHATEVER LAR! Can't be bother anymore. Punish then punish, as if I never kena before -.- Just hope that my punishments don't include of squat-jumps. That'll seriously kill me ._.

gotta go. time to sleepppppp and receive the punishments soonnnnnnn D: fml -.-

Thanks mum for the advance birthday present. LOL :D

SIGS IU DAY

2011-05-01T13:00:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was our IU Day! Its was AWESOME! Seriously, awesome to the max. Even the Rotarian and our PK Koko said that its awesome. YAY! SIGS's the best! We rock the hall man! HAHAHAH! Was sort of sad that the choir wasn't that good as what we expected. But the belly dance and all were fabulous! The cheering from the crowd were loud :D I was in the modern dance, the cheering were very loud too. I was freaking nervous cause I'm the first one to walk down the stage to the bench :| I saw John, Joshua,Pei Yao and others.

The game was also awesome :) I was pulled in the battle dance thing. The guys were awesome. They dance like mad and pro. While I was crapping on stage with Aina. So embarrassing seh -__- But I got compliments from my friends. HAHA! Thanks :D And we had the cheering thing. OMO! Black Team the best! HAHAHAH! I love it when the guys were cheering man. So funny! HAHAHAHAA! :D

I'm waiting for people to upload the IU Day picture. Seems like people haven't woke up from their sleep. HAHA! And so I'm waiting patiently :)

GO BLACK TEAM ! :D

practice makes perfect

2011-04-28T22:33:00.000+08:00

The same old thing have been happening. I've been practicing, correcting and practicing all the steps. I did, practice just the way she teach me is different from the way you choreograph. Am sorry, I'm changing. Don't get angry ya :) Its quite tiring but fun though. Sureka, Atheerah, Cheng Moi, Hui Qin, Zie Wei and me decided to join the Disney My School Rocks thing. I've sign up for us as a group but so far we didn't get any response yet :| to be honest, I'm quite worried. Sigh.

Time is really flying by instead of passing by. Its already Thursday and 2 more days its our IU Day :) Hope it would be successful. And hope many people come too :p heard that our tickets almost been sold out WOW :D Hahaha! Should be a wonderful IU Day :) Everything is under control and that it a good news. Tomorrow will be staying back till 3 p.m. to do the preparations stuff. And to have a full-dressed rehearsal. So now I better go and practice a few more times before I go to sleep. If by any chance I get to ask my friend to record videos and take pictures, I'll upload it to my blog and Facebook too :))

its me in baju kurung :)

i need perfection

2011-04-26T17:02:00.000+08:00

I've been practicing almost everyday. Yeah, sort of everyday with just only one hope to be perfect on that day. Just that particular day :) Am counting down for our IU Day too! Its Tuesday already and soon, very soon, it'll be our IU Day. Its like 3 more days or so to be our IU Day. YAY! :D Just was sort of sad that some of my friends can't come. Sigh. Never mind, there's still next year to go :D

Besides homework seriously there's like nothing to do already ._. Oh yeah, was having fun at FB cause of those status like copy and paste stuff then you do something. HAHAHHA! Shukri was the 4th one to like that status and so I was suppose to put in a relationship with him ( just for fun) but some people seems like over reacting and comment shits. LOL -__- Some people just don't understand that we're just having fun and they just over reacting.

Oh ya, CONGRATULATION TO JONATHAN FONG ( even though idk who is he but he's my so-called daddy ) and CHUA LI ER ( my mummy, for fun ) :DD Hope you guys have a bright future together and NEVER ends up like me -__- Hahaha! Good Luck guys! :D

don't laugh. this is me, ikr i look weird LOL

ineedsomeone

2011-04-23T23:05:00.000+08:00

Man whats with me? I feel like being in a relationship -__- ikr. I'm being insane again. But this bloody stupid feeling keep stick on me for few days already. WHAT LARR! Fine, I am insane :D Why do human have feelings? Why does heartbreak exist? I just don't get it. Its sort of annoying tho'

Can't webcam with my dear tonight. Bored ._. Next Friday maybe he's not going to tuition and not coming to our IU Day! OMG! I'm gonna miss you babe. And I mean by I'm gonna miss you A LOT )': Hope you can come ._.

Today's Jogathon run was fun. But halfway my gastric work up and that sucks. I have to keep jogging or else I would have got myself a number ): Stupid gastric work up just on time -_- Then when I was in BM class, man I was like nodding then fell asleep but just for a few minutes. So freaking tired man. Oh man! Idk what to post already -.- HAHAHAH! :p

Babe, imy :D

Cheers!

whats wrong with me

2011-04-20T23:07:00.000+08:00

Guess today is my bad luck day. Ugh. BM teacher took my English comprehension exercise book away -.- I wasn't even doing it in her class but just open it and left it on my table. WTF! Pissed-off !

Then tonight, I also don't know whats wrong with me. Out of the blue I'm feeling so emo -_- SO FREAKING EMO. I was talking on the phone with my friend but I didn't really talk to him. Sorry dude, wasn't in the mood so I didn't talk to you. Freakin' sorry :(

I got a feeling of doing something stupid, which is to watch online drama till morning =.= If I really did it I guess my mum will kill me immediately. UGHH ! What's wrong with me today? Man, am I going crazy soon o.o or what? AHHHH! Beh tahan lehhh.
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I'm in love with this song :)

untitled

2011-04-18T21:10:00.001+08:00

woahh! time are passing so fast that sometimes we just don't realize. It already 18th of April today. Hmm. This Saturday we'll have our own larian and next week is our IU DAY! <3 YAY!! (Y) Sigh this Saturday is also SDJ's IU Day. Nobody invites me so I also don't want to go lar :p HAHAHA! Heard they're doing Italy too :)

Oh yeah, talk about Italy. EC's IU Day Viva La Italia :) Was okay :p I LOVE THEIR HALL MAN! Jealous like hell. Got air-con somemore. Ishh. Jealousnya :p

Our IU DAYYYYYYY! YAY! <3 People, do come to our IU Day. Ticket is RM 12, time is from 9 a.m. till 1 p.m. and its on the 30th of April. Come and watch out performance :) Support SIGS also lar :p

I've also finish watching Dream High (Y) ! Why Hye Mi and Jin Guk never be together? Waeee? ): Btw, I've also learn something from Jinguk a.k.a Taecyeon <3 Plugging my earplug while people that I don't like is talking crap even though there is no music playing :D I've done that in school today. People thinks that I'm listening to song but actually I just plug my earplug and do nothing :p

Taecyeon

Convent's IU Day

2011-04-13T21:40:00.000+08:00

After school, changed to my interact shirt and jeans, then went looking for my senior and lastly head off to Convent :D The IU Day was AWESOME just that its very hot and I was sweating like hell -.-

They are really good in dancing, *two thumbs up* Hope I can perform well too :/ Sigh. I'll put extra effort to improve my steps :) I WILL DO MY BEST! :D Am so eager for EC's IU Day this Saturday then countdown to our IU Day on 30th April. To anyone who interested in our IU Day please kindly inform me so I can sell the ticket to you :) Ticket price is RM 12 :)) Feeling excited bout all those IU Day out of the blue. Hmm. Maybe Convent's IU Day impressed me a lot.

Sigh, why isn't he replying? -.-'' What's with people now? Reply messages when their bored or text their 'love' ones only. Ugh. Then whats the point of texting me then not replying -.-'' Pissed off. If you have the intention of not replying might as well don't text me. Dumb dumb!

I need to go and complete my Sejarah folio. Tomorrow our teacher wanna check. Ugh. Haven't add any shit yet, have to rush :/ Grr! Why don't teacher leave us alone without any homework. Whatever lar. Gottta go~

Countdown for EC's IU Day :)

Viva La Italia

Insanity

2011-04-11T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hello-o-Jello! I'm bored no actually I'm not bored. I'm suffering from neck pain. Ugh! I've been editing our IU Day booklets T__T so many and yet confusing. I think I'll just edit the size then pass it back to Aishu :) We both are doing the booklet thing :D

And today I'm glad that I'm being insane. I wore my pink lens on my right eye and wore my purple lens on my left eye. I'm I-N-S-A-N-E and C-O-O-L XD Don't jealous peeps! xD *was kidding :)

I just can't help loving the insane eyes that I have. HAHAHHAHAH! If I'm rajin then maybe I'll wear it to Omega tuition this Friday! xD I'll just post some of my insanity pictures first eh :D

And BEHOLD,

Insanity ♥

icantthinkofanytitle

2011-04-10T17:34:00.001+08:00

I'm BACK! :D
even though I get my phone able to online few days ago but was busy to update my blog. HAHAHA! Sorryyyy :/ So far, it was okay for me to not have my phone around me just that I'm super bored and can't chat. Haha!

Nowadays, I'm just simply pissed off with people who don't reply messages. Ugh! Or maybe they're just annoyed by me for sending them texts. Fine! I won't reply your message and won't text you. Pfft! Its like you're chatting halfway with your friend then out of the blue they just don't reply your message for no reason. Geram betul :(

Oh ya, yesterday I went to The Zon for the Rotary Talk and stuff. Just one word to summarize the whole thing: boring. HAHA! And many schools went to. I saw Jessica's sister, Rebecca, John, Nazreen, and many more which is my FB friend :P

NEXT WEEK IS GONNA BE FUN! :D Convent's are having IU Day on 13th which is on Wednesday. I don't think I can attend their IU Day :( Ish. But EC's on 16th which is on Jamie's Birthday! And I'm going for EC's IU Day :) Can't wait to see Daniel become a waiter serving people. HAHAHHAHAHA! :P

Last thing, SIGS's IU Day on 30th this month :) And tickets are available. If anyone interested to come for our IU Day you can buy ticket from me :D Ticket price is RM12 and it starts at 9 a.m. till 2 p.m.

THANK YOU :D

Punishments

2011-03-27T12:45:00.000+08:00

Seldom people will ask their mum for punishments. And I'm one of the 'seldom'. I've been asking my mum what punishments she wanna give me. And on Wednesday or Thursday I got to know whats my punishments from my mum.

So, my punishments are:
- 2 weeks no phone allow except for tuition.
- 2 weeks no internet
- next hols can't go out

p/s: Friends, don't text me unless you guys got any IMPORTANT or BIG NEWS to tell me =)

So, thats all for now. Oh ya, my punishments starts tomorrow. So today I hope my phone will ring non-stop xD But seems like my wish won't come true. Sighh. Bye peeps, won't be updating my blog for 2 weeks. Don't miss me :P

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

2011-03-23T19:04:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
I flunk my exam. Holy SHITTTTT! T_____T
Sorry mum, I didn't mean it. I swear I'm gonna get good grades for the next exam. If I don't I'll kill myself. At least I got an A for my Geography surprisingly. Sorry mummmmm T___T
Punish me if you want. I don't mind. Cause I'm wrong at first. Sorryyyyyy.

If I flunk my next test *TOUCHWOOD* I'm gonna kill myself. Sorryyyyy.

This week had been a busy week. After the holidays, I've got school to attend, homework and assignments to be done. Sighh. April will be even busier. 3 schools having IU Day. Convent's on the 13th, EC's on the 16th and ours on the 30th. There's still camps and sports. I don't think mum will allow me to go camp due to my results. SIGHHH.

Fine then, gotta go study and complete my assignments =)

Sing Out Your Feelings!

2011-03-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

Today went out again :D With Jacqueline, Robyn and Shukri :)) We didn't really hang out much though. The first thing we did was to buy movie ticket and then went for bowlinggggg! Yipeee!

Talk about bowling, I really do have to admit that Shukri was a SUPERB player :D And admit that I'm such a lousy player. Ughh. But at least I still can play xD Most of our ball masuk longkang. OMGG! So embarrassing man! =.='' Then we went for Mc Donald and were late for our movie. HAHAHHAHAA!

Thennnn, we went to Plaza Pelangi for Redbox! YAYYY!! We sang out all our feelings and my voice now is like shit -.-'' RAWRRR! Then we went to buy coolblog and went for tuition. LALALALA~

Now talk about tuition, we were PARTYING when teacher said let's take 5! HAHAHHAA! Mann, it was so fun. How I wish time would pass that fast. The happy moments never last long but the sad moments seems forever. And that's a very sad thing to know.

Love like a shadow flies

When substance love pursues;

Pursuing that that flies,

And flying what pursues.

by, SHAKESPEARE

Gathering to Hang-Out = LOL

2011-03-14T21:15:00.001+08:00

Last minutes gathering turns out to be a 4 people hang-out. LMAO! And so the people who attend to the so-called gathering was Wen Wei (the creator, which failed), Shukri, Jessica (even though she's not ex-skst) and me. The so-called gathering turns out to be boring.

Thanks to Shukri for choosing the boring movie which make us even bored. HAHAHA! Serious lar, no offense xD After movie we went lepak-ing around at Inner City for not long. Sighh. Then I've decided to go Starbucks. So we all went Starbucks together :DD

Conclusion is, The whole gathering thing failed.
Reasons are : only 3 ex-skst
: nothing to do

Starbucks Babe!

Out Of Randomness

2011-03-12T23:47:00.000+08:00

Things are getting better day by day. The scars are not fading and I'm sorry for doing it mum. Examination had pass, and I hope I can pass with flying colours. We had to attend to school on this weekends due to our extra class for Form 3 and Form 5. It was indeed very exhausting. I bet many people including me attend to school unwillingly. Their ruining our weekends for godness sake =.=

Ughh! Its so annoying. I guess I've been doing my test well. With those affected moods and tears. Yeah, I admit that I did cried and it was not obvious that my eyes were swollen :) I didn't really want all this problems coming to me while I'm having my examination but its god's will, nobody can change it. I hope I pass the test given by Jesus. I'm holding my tears and I'm living in a world with a bunch of lovely friends :D Yes, I love my friends and there's no doubt to it :)

If only everything was a dream, how wonderful is it :D

RAWR! xD

My Best and Dearest friend, Sureka :D

don't make empty promises

2011-02-28T22:45:00.000+08:00

I just don't get it why do people make empty promises. Whats the point of it? You make promises, you've given one hope and then you distinguished it. If you know you can't do whatever you've promised then don't ever make any promises. You'll just hurt the other party more by giving hopes and distinguish it just as you wish.

Sigh, sad that my mum saw my hand. I've got scolded by her and I know it hurts her too. I'm not trying to prove anything, I just wanna let myself know that this is really happening, I'm not dreaming or what. Everything do exist, its not a dream but its what happen in my life. Its the reality. I know I should be concentrating on my studies. I swear I'll be single till after PMR or maybe SPM.

How I wish there's no reality. Cause sometimes reality hurts a lot and the pain is hard to bear. Only tears will accompany me through the night. 如果我有选择，我宁愿活在幻想里也不想活在现实的世界。显示还蛮残酷的...

Everytime I was the one who tell people that, don't give up the whole forest just for a rose. And now its my turn to use this word for myself...

Being optimistic is what people asked me to do. I'm trying and I know I'm not trying hard enough. I'll try to get back to my old life, my old self... :)

my hell days are coming

2011-02-24T21:04:00.000+08:00

My god!! Exam is comingg T.T I haven't finish covering my form 1 and form 2 History. OMG! Hope I can cover EVERYTHING as soon as possible. Exam, exam and exam.. Everyday reminding myself exam is coming. How stressful can I be anymore? Sighh. Pathetic is the only word I can use to describe my current life.

My time is FULLY packed with homeworks, school activities and tuition. Where got time to study? Envy those Convents and EC. Heard Edward say that their History only got Form 3 chapters only. ENVYYYY T.T How I hope that our exam wouldn't be that hard.

Now all is STUDY, STUDY and STUDY. Hope I can pass with flying colours so I won't disappoint my mum :)

busy Sunday

2011-02-20T23:38:00.000+08:00

Indeed I was correct, it was a busy day today. Gotta wake up early to go for tuition then had lunch with mum and her friends. I didn't really eat much since I've no appetite so I just told my mum that I'm not hungry. Luckily she let me off and didn't force me to eat anymore. Sighh.

Went for TKD at 3 till 5. Didn't really practice anything today cause coach asked me to teach the others. Sighh. There's one malay boy who thinks that I don't understand malay and kept scolding and talking about me -.- if you weren't younger than me I would ask you to keep quiet. You cheated and didn't did the punishments and I've kept quiet about it. Don't think you're so great boy!

I webcam with Fithri today. Sigh, its been a long time since we chat. He was indeed a good friend. If only he was a girl I swear I'll tell all my secrets to him. How can I live without friends? Friends is like part of my life. WIthout friends there's no Pinky Mook exist.

Lastly, before I'm going to sleep. I wish you good luck in your test! Hope you can pass with flying colours.

Nights peeps! My eyes are shutting slowly. Sigh, how tired can I be anymore?

Good Luck to all who is taking exam soon =D

when we're in love...

2011-02-19T20:37:00.000+08:00

I'm trying my best to smile and laugh but I just couldn't shake off the sadness. Guess I really need time to heal my wound... I've wrote a poem which sucks in school today.

When We're In Love
When we're in love,
We start making promises,
Telling each other that I love you.

When we're in love,
We misses each other every second,
No matter we're near or far.

When we're in love,
I'll shed tears in the dark when I misses you,
You're my everything,
I love you...

I'm being optimistic and I guess it would be a good choice though. Thanks for the advice Jamie, Cheng Moi, Sureka, Edward and Emily. I'll try not to do IT again...

I'm putting my full concentration on studies and hope I can pass with flying colours. Sighh, tomorrow will be a busy day for me T.T Gotta go tuition then lunch appointment with mum's friend then TKD at gym -.- Lucky I don't have Omega tuition on Sunday this year! woots! :))

I'll be happy, don't worry about me :D
You guys are the best!!

I'm the KING!

2011-02-17T20:45:00.000+08:00

Today we're having a role play in for English oral presentation. Guess what? I'm acting as the King Rudolf V! woots! HAHAHHA! I created my own crown and my friends envy it a lot! =D Even my English teacher praise us for being creative. HAHAHAHHA! So fun!!

During the play, one of my team mates said that try to not laugh during the play. But in the end she was the one who laugh so hardly. WTH! She makes us laugh for no reason. Lucky I don't really have to face her during the act =D She acted so stupid and so dramatic. My god! I feel like puking -.-''

Sighh. Thanks Sureka, Cheng Moi, Jamie, Emily and my friends. You guys are the BEST! I seriously cannot live without you guys. I promise I'll be back the old Pinky that keep joking and smiling around with you guys. I love you guys.

Smile and walk from the past is all I can do. Mum, thanks for the advise. I love you =D

Last but not least, don't forget I'm the KING today! XP